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| lets give it up for not updating in 4 months! ya!! welll.. my life is boring. schools out. hangin with friends. sleeping in, etc. write more later
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Emma | | |
| sooooo i am very stupid. For being in mainly honors classes.. i am one of the dumbest ppl i know. Well... I guess just compared to my best friend and my boyfriend. lol. but those people are the two most important ppl to me so ofcourse I'm going to feel stupid! :( We have this new student teacher lady teaching our advanced trig class and she is sooo freakin .. she just doesnt know how to explain things! and I hate that! Cuz i definately need A LOT of explaining to understand things properly! geesh.. doesnt she understand that she has ME in her class and she needs to say one word per minute for me to comprehend anything! argh, lol. SO last nite was the superbowl. wahoo *rolls eyes*. my dad was borin in pittsburgh so he basically shit his pants when the steelers won.. i swear to God.. it was sad. Derek came over for our "small family party" and i swear we are going to scare that boy away someday.. I think hes coming with me to my Gpas 80th bday in April.. (i Have to miss the Cartel and Copeland concert for it so he better as hell come with me or I'll punch someone in the uterus!.. no joke!) so he better be prepared. :). I know... I'm so nice. lol. sooooo not much else has been new lately except my constantly rapid life flying by my eyes each week.. while i kind of stand in one place and watch it go by... sounds fun, huh? not really.. I'm convinced I do too much. for realz.. its scary. Well... this has been a completley random and pointless post so I'm going to end it on that note... I like macaroni and Dr. Pepper. Peace out homies... ~Emmy/AssCrack | | |
| k so how long has it been? like three effing months!!! I'm so sorry. lol. So things have been prettyy close to amazing lately.. if thats possible for me. haha. I have Derek as a bf and he is so awesome! We are great together and hilarious. hehe. good times. I tought at first it wasnt gonna work out cuz i thought his best friend Alex (shes a girl) wouldnt like me but I think Alex and i are actually going to be friends now.. its so awesome. well what else is new? I passed all my classes first semester.. haha. I am ranked number 45 out of 411 people i think. I did good on my PSAT and i officially hate my lack of intelligence on standardized tests because my best friend AND my boyfriend got invited to MSA and i didnt and i just feel so stupid.. i hate it. whenever anyone mentions it i lke the change the subject really fast cuz im paranpid and have sum weird idea that derek is gonna go away to the college campus this summer and meet sum girls smarter than me.. argh.. i know im a crazy bitch. haha. I got to spend a lot of time with my cousin David over the holidays which was so awesome cuz it was the first time id seen him since he had gotten back from iraq and we are still emaling now that hes back at a camp and stuff. hes such an awesome older cousin. hehe. .. so my little sister has gone through 2 boys in the last month.. shes gonna be such a heartbreaker.. shes only 14 and i can already tell. my mom is struggling through hebrew classes in order to finish her ministry and my dad is workin hard at evrything he does. fun times. second semester has been so boring so far and i have no incentive to do anyting.. its sad. swim team starts up on febraury 13 and then im not gonna have time to do anything. cuz along with swimming i will still haev to fit in work hours, ballet, choir, piano, and voice lessons. and i have swim practice every day after school for 2 hours and then on tuesday and thursday i have an additional hour after that lifting weigfhts to get toned. argh im gonna be a wreck. im starting training next week in the weight room after school. fun times. well.. i have to work tomorrow morning so im gonna go to bed. nite love you all and sorry its been so long! xoxo
Emma <33 | | |
| hey. so things have been okay lately i guess. I'm trying to get over Levi, i think I am but i can never be too sure. Thats what sux about fallin for one of your best friends... is that you see him all the time so its so hard to get over him when hes always there. i hate it.. but i think i would hate it more if i wasnt around him ne more. so i might like this tim henry guy. hes new to our "group" (yea.. we are a clique kinda.. but not the bitchy kind) and he seems really cool. He came over this morning to visit me and we rolled around in the leaves. great fun. lol. sooooooo lauren and tan broke up.. i guess i saw that one comin. She just doesnt feel the same way about him ne more which i can understand cuz that is kinda what happened with brian even tho im beginning to think i have feelings for brian again but i dont think i could ever get back together with him cuz if i hurt him again.. idk what i would do with myself. i care about him too much. still. :( anywyays... things are boring at times but living here always has a way of bringing drama right to my door step. I think i somehow live for the drama. its as if there was nothing going on in my life.. i would go insane. lol. i havent figured out if thats a good thing or not. So im really dissapointed because i was supposed to have my appt with the hair club last week and they called and canceled saying they hadnt gotten it in yet. I hate havin my hopes rose for nothing. I really need to have that appt. i need the sense of something making me feel less self conscious and something to make me feel like people cant see right through me to that disease that somehow defines my life. oh well. well i am here babysitting 6 girls!! ugh. i think im gonna get paid a lot tho. lol its worth it tho i love these girls. they go to my church. well im off to sleep and prob texting tim henry some more. much love <33333 Emma | | |
| hey! its been awhile since i wrote and im sorry i always get so behind on my blogging. well things have been goin okay lately. i mean-- im always gonna have highs and lows and shit like that, but things have been average lately which is okay by me. Things on the guy end are.. well... non-existant, but its ok. I know i can be independant and that I dont need a guy to make me happy. I have been thinkin about Brian a lot lately tho and last nite i even tried to call him twice on my cell but he didnt answer. I think hes moved on and forgotten all about me.. I wouldn't blame him.. i was such an ass. :( so my dad bought me the new live and electric cd yesterday and it is A-M-A-Z-I-N-G!! Hanson always has a way of relieving and soothing me. :) so last nite was the oc and i was so excited cuz i hadnt seen a new oc in weeks and i needed my oc fix :) it was a good episode but the previwes for next week made me mad. and my sister is reading over my shoulder.. lol. so yea apparently all the kids in her class are getting in trouble for their xangas because they say bad shit about other ppl on it and i just hope my little clairey doesnt get in trouble. lol. so yea im gonna go find somethin to do. 3 day week of school next week! wahoo! PLUS, we got off on wednesday cuz the power went out! yay for kids crashing into poles! lol. ok well im out--- xxEmmaxx | | |
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